For whatever reason, I feel like I’m getting stronger. I don’t know if the all the medicine was making me worse, or if it had no effect and I am just coming out of the haze. I am still seriously considering making real changes in my life. I am considering making a move to New York or another city in kentucky. I am still feeling pretty strong about kicking Noah’s cat out of my house. I know that means Noah will go, too, but that is what has to happen.
I really don’t see how I can afford to leave Kentucky, honestly. My retirement will take a serious hit and I will have to work until I’m 60 to get anything. I will just have to talk to someone in New York and find out what benefits I would be eligilble for there. Surely I would get something.
So I am fairly certain I was flirted with today. I think that is how it was intended. He said something about my outfit today, and then when a kid was hugging me, he asked why he didn’t get hugs like that. That was flirting, right?
If I could get a friend base here again with stuff to do I could stay here, but I don’t know how to make that happen.