I don’t have school thursday or friday. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow. I will be interested in what she has to say about my ideas about moving. A part of me really thinks I need to just go for it. What do I have to gain by staying fucking here?? Just reminders that I have no one to share my life with. If I have to be all alone, why stay in a red neck ass place? Why not be somewhere cool?
I am going to have to get used to doing stuff by myself. I think I will go to the job fair in NYC in February. I will go, navigate all the travel myself, go to the job fair, and I will go out to a bar or some place at night and have a drink by myself .
The only thing- well, two things holding me back are 1. I love my job right now, and 2. my retirement account.