Im so stress right now, Im thinking of you know.. ending my life?. I mean It’s not fault, but I have participation on that problem. There are nights that I cannot sleep and talking to myself cannot ease the pain or should I say it is the other way around, talking to myself make it worse. Why I am such an over thinker? I dont know. I should learn to live from “the present” as they call it. Is it safe to say that is my KARMA? or maybe not.. All I know is I want to finish it all, and forget everything. This is all for now….