when he fucking ignores me!!!!
he knows how I feel about it too
but at the same time i’m also worried about him. i feel like he might be going into a dark place. that he might be getting depressed.
i know his life isn’t how he wants it to be. that he is struggling with how he wants it to turn out. he is trying to find his self again now that we are out of the military. i don’t want him to push away from everyone and close everything in like i know he dose.
i wish he would open up and get it out before something bad might happens. i still care about him with all my heart. he is still my best friend