I wrote this as a comment but I think it deserves its own post.
I don’t know how really brave I am but my reason for sharing so much of this journey is that maybe it may help someone out there who is dealing with this or maybe help someone who is a friend or caregiver of someone who is dealing with this. Just how bad are the side effects of treatment. What are the treatments really like. Is what I am feeling normal. How much does something hurt. I hope that in telling things like they truly are on my blog that something may help someone out there. Believe me I am not all that strong or all that brave but writing things down and knowing that people are reading them and making comments (thanks mucho much for them) is sort of a release and allows me to see and accept things that are going on if that make sense. The true little soldiers to me are the little kids who are going through things so much worse than me and often don’t understand what is even going on. God bless those little ones who have to endure so much and God bless their families who are made to stand by helplessly to watch. I know it is not the same but once again maybe , just maybe something I write on here will be of some help to somebody.