of Fireball. I’m sick. my left nostril is stuffed. my face feels puffed. Binge writing is a terrible thing because you start out so well for the first couple of days(excuse me while I wipe the snot coming out of my nose) but hten you forget. Then you wonder where you can let your thoughts out. “I really want to keep this going though” are the thoughts that circulate and circulate knowing full well that procrastination is just aroundt he corner. Patient. Waiting. Procrastinating his own arrival. It’s a he. Do you ever give a gender to certain words? Procrastination is male to me. Ivy is female to me. Iphone is ambiguous. agender. nonbinary. No the word I’m looking for is….is…..is…is…a blank. Drunk writing does not produce good writing sometimes. Androgynous! I”m quite pleased.
I'm growing. With every entry. With everything I read. Obviously. Like everyone else. I"m selfish. I hate the word but I am. I try not to be. Patience is a word I love and commit to being. Gemini is something I'm very close with. The word is beauty to me. I'm also pretty drunk writing this but I'll probably keep it for a while.