why I’m in such a bad mood right now. I’ve been in my room all day bc I don’t want to be around anyone, I don’t want to have to deal with anyone. I just want to be alone right now. Even my computer is pissing me off bc it is loading so much!!
Also…… why do I always have to be the one to text first!!! Why can’t he text me? I miss the good morning/ good night text. I get it, we aren’t together anymore but he is still my best friend. My only friend I really talk to anymore but I can’t talk to him about what is going on with me. About what I am feeling bc he is the reason I feel like this. I haven’t told anyone that we broke up. I changed my status on Facebook to single but that was it. The only one I want to talk to is him but I can’t.
I just wish he would text more. It makes me feel better. But he doesn’t feel the same way anymore.
And it continues to hurt.