Feeling pissy

It’s 11pm and idk still have not freaking idea what chem is abt. EOY papers are tmr.

So freaking frustrated that even looking at the ans keys isn’t helping. Nobody cares abt me failing except me. My mum just insists, “Do your best” but doesn’t ever follow up or do anything. And I freaking have no idea how to do my “best” when I’m already screwed. Pls, everything is just lip service. Nobody cares what truly goes on (or fails to go on) in my head.

MY DRASTIC MOOD SWINGS ARE KILLING ME URGH I JUST FEEL THE URGE TO CRY INTO A PILLOW AND SLEEP. But I can’t, bc I just woke up. My life is so screwed up I can’t even. 

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