Nothing is as it seems…my life not perfect. I don’t have the perfect guy, I’m still in college, still single. Nothing is what I want. I can’t believe that I’m dying to be with the one guy that I really loved and he doesn’t want to be with me because I’m too far away from him. It’s only 100 miles apart. He’s acting like it’s more. His name is Mitchell. He makes me weak when we kiss. He makes me laugh. He makes me happy. But he said “I have to make myself happy before he will think about being with me again.” Only because he said “I’m not independent.” If he makes me happy he should just be happy I love him. Nothing is going my way. Well it’s 11:00am and I have class now so I have to go.