Well, I was cleaning out one of the shelves in the closet and found a little empty bottle of womens Cool Water perfume.  Hmmmm well it’s not mine and I never have any girl friends over so….. yeah I am going to have to ask him about that.  What is crazy though is I hate having to confront him with something because he gets loud and mean.  Also, his friends are here and one of them just said “Yall really need to come out and see our new house,”  Well Randy claims he did go there one day when he was gone the whole day….  I pay attention to the small things.  It may be a fault to some point but I cant help it.  There are so many things I figure out but don’t confront him about it.  So it gets all bottled up and that is definitely not good.  Well, I have to entertain his friends that are here while he is not.  They are pretty much my friends too but I didn’t know they were coming and I really have stuff I need to be doing.

Gotta fly….

2 thoughts on “Discovery…”

  1. I read your story and also your biographical sketch. It’s great that you have a good life. It’s not great that your honey lies to you. But most of your life is good. I don’t have any advice about the lies—-you don’t want to break up, do you? Maybe have a calm conversation and tell him that lies make you feel displaced and sad. That the thing you need most from him, along with his love, is the truth. If you can say it in a non-aggressive way, maybe he will listen.
    You need peace in your heart. Something that can help is thanking God for each good thing. Have a thankful attitude, and this works wonders. You deserve peace and happiness, dear girl. Hugs.

  2. Wow! This was a while back. I want to thank you for your comment. You are so right…. please feel free to keep reading and commenting because I am going to continue journaling.

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