Ugh! Why?? WHY???
Why would he do this to me?!? It was starting to feel better. I could go a full day without talking to him and only have a mild panic attack about it.
Now he has to go and tell me he misses me!! That I make him miss me a lot!! That he is just staring into my eyes again! And the fucking kissing faces! He even asked me if I was talking to anyone. I planned on not actively looking for anyone bc I still want to be with him and only him.
Two steps forward and million steps back. I guess I’ll have to wait and see what happens now….. again