I didn’t want to admit it but you were right. We are drifting apart from each other, honestly I don’t want that to happen. I don’t know how to change that… maybe I’m not supposed to. This might my negative thoughts talking but sometimes I wonder if I’m ever meant to be with anyone. Or maybe you might be the strength I need to get this heavyweight off my shoulder. Or maybe I should to just sleep. This has nothing to do with all of this but I had a dream last night. I dreamed I had had a baby girl, I held her in my arms and cried. They were tears of joy, I’ve been thinking about it all day. Strange feeling I’ve been having though, like I can still feel her. A baby that doesn’t exist and on that note I’ll end it right here.