I have mentioned before that I don’t know whether it is lust that I feel or something more throughout these six years. I saw him today and I know he saw me too. We stared at each our for a few moments and then he looked away and didn’t look back. I really want to see him all by myself. Have him outside alone; away from my family and his family. Just us two and I really want to talk to him. I don’t know what I would say. I know what I want to say or what I want to know and I can imagine it but things don’t go the way you imagine it. So I don’t know how it would turn out. I am seriously scared of what might happen. I don’t know what to do. Help? Anyone.