It is insane to look back at those three posts. Like was that really me who wrote those? I am a completely different person only a few months later. Like yea, I still struggle with the same themes (losing weight, finiding happiness, not wanting to be around peeople), but I can honestly say that I am happy.
Too bad I cant tell myself like 8 months ago to chill and that things are going to work out. You are going to lose 60lbs, you are going to be happy, you are going to have a clearer mind. All of those years taking medication and seeing a psychiatrist were honestly a waste of money. All I should have done was worked out and ate better. I am going to look more into this food thing and causing depression. I will be back tonight and finish these thoughts.