This is my first time writing. I used to use live journal like sooooo long time ago. I just don’t know where to start.. there is no end. You know when so many things are happening all at once and u just can’t anymore and you scream and cry and get back up because you don’t have a choice. That’s me. I’m that girl 😒 Depressing huh.. I know. But I swear I do have good days … I am beyond blessed to have my two boys to keep me up and running still otherwise I’d probably be insane. I live alone with them. Im stil technically married to my little ones father whom I still love but I can’t it anymore with him.