It’s funny to know that my love life isn’t that easy. .
So.. I’ve been in a relationship with him for almost 8 months since the day I decided to give myself a chance to love somebody again. I can tell he’s a good, careful, determined guy. It would be great, if we could cuddle each other every night before sleep. The problem is the distance, yes, LDR sucks.
The moments when we’re together is damn great. Talking to him makes my day. I do appreciate it, but it hurts me every time I realize that I can’t even stay by his side right there when he needs, I can’t kiss him, no matter how much I want to. I can’t have him when I’m weak. He can’t be right here to save me when I feel unsafe. Sometimes, It’s just too hard to fight alone 🙁
I can’t tell how I truly feel right now. Everything seems complicated for me. I love him, I do care about him, but I care about myself too. I don’t want to lose him, but I want to set both of us free. I just want us to be happy, live our lives.
No matter what Mason, I’ll do my best ♥
“We meet for a reason, either you’re a blessing or a lesson.”