Well, I’m starting this journal. Only because it’s in my bucket list. And I just wanna kill time because I’m supposed to be studying for a test that I don’t want to be studying for. And I think I can write a journal a day for a whole year (which obviously is impossible, hence my demeanor). I probably seem so mature and sophisticated, but it’s probably not gonna last long.
Today was pretty boring, and stressful. This morning I woke up at like 6:30, and ended up leaving my house at 7:20 but I managed to get to school at like 7:50. To be honest, I prefer riding the train compared to the bus, only because there’s a slim chance of me being late whilst riding the train. Yesterday I took the SHSAT, and it was okay. I mean, I probably flunked the math, and verbal was alright, I think Kaplan prepared me very much for that. I just really hope I get into Stuyvesant – if I don’t, it’ll be the death of me. The thing is, I’m very insecure about what people think of me. The Valedictorian from last year got into Stuy by self-studying, so if I don’t get in, I’m stupid. I really want to get in; not because of the title, but because I really loved the school. I want to be challenged. I don’t care how much homework there is. I want to be part of the community. Fingers crossed for March. I really hope I get in, because Stuy and Townsend are my first choices, but hell I’ll choose Stuy over anything.