he saids all these things to me …..
….. when he is drunk
then nothing when he isn’t
I get my hopes up every time and get let down every time. I know I shouldn’t let it get that far but I can’t help it.
I miss him I miss us
he asked if I am still coming for New Years but why am I going to spend money to go see him, get my hopes up to the highest when he doesn’t want a relationship.
Once again I am going to put in all this work to get nothing in return. I can’t do it again.
When he text me I stop what I’m doing and text back. When I text him I usually wait hours for a response.
I think I am just expecting to much from him and hurting my self in the process.
I CANT STOP!!!!