and then nothing

he saids all these things to me …..

….. when he is drunk 

then nothing when he isn’t 

I get my hopes up every time and get let down every time. I know I shouldn’t let it get that far but I can’t help it. 

I miss him I miss us 

he asked if I am still coming for New Years but why am I going to spend money to go see him, get my hopes up to the highest when he doesn’t want a relationship. 

Once again I am going to put in all this work to get nothing in return. I can’t do it again. 

When he text me I stop what I’m doing and text back. When I text him I usually wait hours for a response. 

I think I am just expecting to much from him and hurting my self in the process. 


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