He is back. I have been seeing him more often but I was either on the phone or somebody he knows was also outside so I still couldn’t talk to him. I hope today I can see him again. I don’t know what it is but everything I see him he sparks something in me. I keep thinking to myself that maybe he is the one but who am I to know?
On another subject my favorite show of all time is One Tree Hill and everyone I had told should know it. Along the same lines I can relate to Brooke a whole lot. I feel so much like her as in when she grows up and moves back to Tree Hill (season 5) and how she wants to have a family. I want to find the one for me and I also want to have at least two me child. Yes, she was still young like only 22 years old but that’s what she has wanted her whole life. I am also young 18 years old and I really just want my own family to have and to raise. I still have a lot of things to work on to become a better person and to be able to raise a family but I think I am ready.