The day that you say I do changes your life forever. Those two words weren’t taken lightly the day that I said them. But now four months later argument after argument. The same fights with no conclusion. I would’ve told my family no that they were wrong before, but now I am starting to wonder if maybe I was wrong. Nineteen is young to get married but it never occurred to me before that maybe I jumped in too quickly. Granted we’ve been together for five years, but now I feel that I am growing to be someone different. I feel that I am slowly growing apart. You say that I am not communicating but when I do communicate it feels as if nothing that I say matters. You say that I disregard your feelings, but I am so careful with my words with my actions. You belittle me and I open up to you to tell you how I feel, but somehow I am still the one in the wrong. Maybe I am still just too young, in love yes but my heart can only shatter into a million pieces so many times. I am still trying but at some point, I’m going to reach my breaking point. I wish that I could do it all over.