I am working today- supposed to be working on curriculum- but not really. I am terrible at group work situations. I never get anything done. That’s why I never did study groups in college.
Today I talked to an investment guy trying to figure out how moving out of state would affect my retirement. I know it’s going to cost me, but I really have no life here. I just have to make a change. The money part is really scary to me. I don’t understand money stuff- I don’t like to think about it- don’t want to think about it. I know it’s part of being a grown up, but my family’s method of dealing with it has been to die early so retirement was not an issue. My mother is “retired” but still works 50-60 hours a week because she has a spending problem. She doesn’t seem to mind, though.