Wednesday, October 26th 2016
Today was okay, I guess. I started off with technology, which I was trying to make my X-Wing, but it just wasn’t working. Instead I’ll be looking at a YouTube tutorial for help.
I then had math and my mood kinda went to a bad mood. I just felt, down… I can’t describe it. I guess discouraged, or stressed? I don’t know. I felt like I had problems seeing myself reach the answer. I guess it’s just cause (sorry boys) I’m approaching my time of the month? Probably. Either way, I was kinda about to cry and Kohai well knew, but I’m glad she didn’t say anything. I don’t like sharing how I feel when I’m sad, especially in a public space. It’s so painfully awkward and I feel like I’d be better off getting better alone and praying.
At lunch I was on my phone most of the time cause I couldn’t really find a way to speak in the mood I was and Kohai had to leave, so I went to my programming class early instead, since the class is open during lunch. I didn’t do much for most of it, and our teacher explained to us that there was a DDOS attack in several areas in North America which prevented our schools in Ontario, a whole province, to take a really important French exam to pass French highschool. Instead they’ll be retaking in in March, so more time to study I guess. It’s only for those who failed it last year or are doing it for the first time. I don’t have to worry about it, I got higher than the average. 375 points, I believe; 300 to pass, 400 max.
I finished with alimentation and I was in a better mood, because I was distracted by making snacks for teachers. We were making Halloween themed snacks for their meeting.
When I got home I played on the server, played Cards Against Humanity with staff, ate macaroni and cheese, so that made my happy, played some more and Kohai joined, then finished math homework and studied for our quiz tomorrow. I seem to understand better than before, sufficient enough to get me a B instead of a C- like I did last time. Luckily quizzes don’t count in this class, but it is good practice for our test.
That’s all for today.