Im just gonna write what comes to mind.
I’m not really sure what I write about.. it’s 2 am, 15 to 3. I’ve been trying to look for something to make me happy, you know pick a hobby or literally anything. Recently Ive become interested in the different muscles in our body and how they work. So maybe I can look into that right??
When told me you felt like there someone in between holding us back. Are you having doubts about us now? Are you starting to understand why I haven’t completely open up? Or am I just over thinking again like I always do?
Damn I swear supernatural is a really good show, I’m about to finish the 11 season and I have to say I’m hook. I’ve never wanted a black 1967 Chevy impala so bad in my life. If I had the money I would search high and low for that car.
There’s this church reteat coming up on Friday and I’m not sure why but I’m starting to get nervous. I think it’s because they have more than 100 people signed up already. I really hope I find some answers there because lately I’ve just been feeling like shit. My attitude hasn’t been so great either.
I was never good at ending these journals so I’ll stop right here.