Sunday, October 30

Back from church.  Whew!  Matthew was tired and every little thing upset him.  Before we were out of the driveway he was crying because “he forgot to say “see you in a little while” to Miss Diana (his overnight sitter.) She had just left and I don’t have her number.  Had to phone daughter and have Diana call Matthew.  My hubby was turning around to take the boys back home already. Matthew calmed down after talking to Miss Diana.  So we tried again.  I am so tired I don’t even feel like typing this.  The problem about Matthew is he can have a meltdown over ANYTHING.  It’s totally unpredictable.  Poor little guy.  He hit the car window over and over and whined.  Afterward he is so tired and wants to sleep; and he is so sorry and begs everyone to forgive him and love him.  We are almost afraid to take him anywhere.  So is his mom.  I don’t blame her.  I think his meds are wrong and the doc hasn’t called daughter back about changing them possibly.  Meanwhile we are all suffering.  He has the dearest heart, as I’ve written on here before.  The kindest heart full of love.  Something is just not right in his brain.  God help him.

One thought on “Sunday, October 30”

  1. Thank you so much! I appreciate your prayers more than you can know. You are right, after an outburst he apologizes to everyone and asks to be forgiven and says “I love you” to everyone individually, hoping to hear it back. I give him lots of hugs and affirmation. I don’t think he can do any better until meds are updated. Thank you for your kind and understanding comment!

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