Time flies. But why am I still like the same little girl? Nothing changed. Don’t have a job. Living with my parents. Watching movie or series all day. I hate myself like that.
I am still into that guy. Someone said if you can’t change your mind then just let it be. I am gonna do it. Life is hard so don’t treat your heart too harsh. Although I know that he might be with other girl already I still want to do it. How stupid I am!
I know I can’t let me in this situation too long. People all like to get along with the Giver who always look on the bright side. I don’t want my friends including him to be influenced by my dark side. But I still need a way to release this garbage. Dear my dairy you are the best!