Every single day.. I got a chance to die To be gone.. But I never die.. Every day I watch those railsand traing passng by me… What would happen if I jump? Would I survive? Would someone stop me? Would someone care? Would dey be shocked? Would people who know why this happened feel the guilty or at least be sorry? Would someone remember me? One part of me wants to live wants to feel.. and another part of me yearns for death.. Every day I can die but I neve die.. Am I not brave enough? Or I just wanna live?