I think I really like this site and I’ll be staying.
Yesterday was a good day, I think. Every Tuesday my kids have an activity that I actively volunteer with. About half the time we go out to dinner afterwards. There was a big group last night and I had a lot of fun in which I was able to forget my problems for a little while. I wanted so badly to text my friend and tell her something but I didn’t. I was proud of myself.
However, I caved when I got home. We sent about 4 – 6 texts back and forth about travel. Probably a big mistake. If she can hurt me this badly over nothing, then what’s to stop her from totally destroying me when I actually do something wrong? I hate it when my heart gets involved! I am healing but I miss having somebody to talk to about everything. Pretty much every night we would stay up until midnight or later texting about anything and everything.
On other notes, I got a nasty text from my mother because I sent her a picture of my daughter’s new hair cut. Well no big surprise there. I regret not sending her a close up of the fake piercings and perhaps I could airbrush a tattoo in there to really get a rise out of her. My husband comes home for 3 weeks a week from today. My anxiety is already sky high over it. I just hope it doesn’t go as badly as I know it will.