So, I have been thinking over my mental state and thoughts and i decided to go online and search my “symptoms” or “signs” of whatever i have. I took a few assessment tests and found out what is wrong with me. I match every single sign for these two disorders. Bipolar Disorder and Borderline personality Disorder. I feel somewhat relieved knowing what I have. I just need a doctor to confirm so i can be medicated. Im kind of upset considering there is so much wrong with me. Ive already been diagnosed with Suicidal Ideation, Anxiety, Major Depressive Disorder, and PTSD. I have a long wrap sheet and i didn’t really want to make it any longer. But since I’m not medicated for any of the prior disorders, I think is should be assessed and medicated for the new ones. Im positive I have those two new disorders which is upsetting. But I’m kind of happy knowing what kind of crazy I am.