As an introvert, I need my alone time.
The past few and following weeks are stuffed with social events and it makes me so mentally exhausted.
Big part of me loves being with friends and family, it makes me feel appreciated and I almost always have a great time.
But why does it leave me so drained? I don’t see other people struggle with this.
Next to the planned drinks with friends, family obligations and a full time job, I’ve met someone that could turn into someone special. But I feel like my schedule and head is so ‘full’, that I can’t be dating anyone right now.
I really like this person, but a big part of me wants to call it quits, just for the sake of having one less thing to deal with.
But I always do this, I’ve lost count on the amount of times I gave up on someone, before it even started.
What does this mean? Am I not ready for commitment? Would I rather be single for the rest of my life?
I don’t know, all I know right now is that I need to cancel a few things that are coming up, because honestly, I’m on the edge of tears. I can’t do this for much longer.
[now playing Cigarettes After Sex – Affection]