Wish I didn’t go out last night. Going out is fun until the next day , and your suffering with a hangover and whatever else is going on … major over thinking major blues major regrets , all seem such a big deal . Really wish I knew when to call it a day when I go out , so that I’m not out till all hours in the morning. Wish I wasn’t so easily influenced to go out and think it’s a good idea when really I don’t have the money or shouldn’t waste my energy and the next day after. Just puts me in a bad mind frame , makes me feel negative.
I need to start to learn to say no and focus on me what I need to do , not wasting time going out to some rubbish bars that are awful. Alcohol isn’t doing any good either or other things..