As of right now, I weigh somewhere between 520 and 560. I’d like to be down to 450 in the next four months. I want to get down to 200 in the next year, so I can get a decent paying job. This journal is here to document my weight. I’m considering buying a photo album and disposable cameras to do that because idk, personal thing? I suppose I could be an inspiration to someone else as I do this. I don’t want surgery or anything, I want to do this on my own.
I think it’ll be easy to get it off, if I put my mind to it but it’s keeping it off that worries me. I don’t want to reach like 175 in the next two years and end up gaining it all back because i think I can eat whatever I want. I’ll have cheat days here and there, maybe twice a month, but nothing even major then. Today I ate a cup of cereal with milk, a sandwich, banana and a handful of chips. and Then a little too much pasta and two pieces of bread with butter with it. I’ll do better tomorrow. At least I’m more conscious.
I want to be a size 12 in jeans. And a X-Large or 1x in shirts. I’d really like to get things from ETSY.
Tonight I’m going to walk. And brush my teeth. Brush my hair. I have very poor hygiene due to being so big, and I’m incredibly lazy. I need to pick up good habits. I also have mental illnesses out the wazoo. But I can. That’s all I want to say.
Next time I’ll upload photos. I’ll do it every six weeks to document if I’m getting smaller or not. Put my shame in the public eye. lol I’m not really sure how to upload photos though? If I figure it out, I’ll upload two one front and one side. Then as time goes on, I’ll upload previous photos and recent. Seems legit.
That’s it from me. See you next time.