I know you’re going to be mad. I know you’re going to be frustrated and pissed off, and I know why. I’m sorry. You believed in me. You bent over backwards for me, you’ve done so much for me. I appreciated all of it. I truly am grateful. Please don’t think I wasn’t. I understand the value of what all you have done for me in the years since mom died, and before then. I really do. I love you so much, and I wish I could find a way to get through this for you, but I can’t. I’m just to soft for this world.
I’m so sorry for stressing you out and dragging you through the past 3 years of my life. You didn’t have to take on that burden for me, but you did. And I cannot tell you enough how much I love you and appreciate you and all you have done.
The last thing I want to do is hurt you. Honestly, the knowledge of how my actions would make you feel have been the reason that I have held off for so long. I’ve been trying really hard to get past all that’s happened in my life, but I just can’t. It’s not anything that you did or didn’t do. You are perfect. You’re a great dad. I love you so much, and so do Michelle and Dalton.
Thank you for believing in me and helping me. You’re the only person left that does.
I’m sorry for the pain and stress I have caused you. Please forgive me.
I love you