Okay, so, everybody knows the term fuckboy, right? Am I a fuckgirl?
This all started in early 2016 when I was just drinking with one of my friends and then had NSA sex with a guy I have known of my entire life, but i have never actually talked to. We lived in the same town for 18 years, but we never said a word to each other until we were both intoxicated. I figured it was just a one time thing and never paid much attention to it. The same group of friends got together another weekend and were drinking and we had sex again, and then we did another weekend. After the third time I started to wonder if there could possibly be anything more. I’ve also wondered if it was because he liked me that we kept having sex whenever we drank together or if he just wanted sex and he didn’t care where it came from. Then I also realized that if he actually liked me he would’ve said something to me by now, but the other half of me wonders if he is just as shy as I am and doesn’t want to say anything.
Any and all suggestions/advice are welcome.