Ive cried my tears
Ive screamed and shout
Ive torn myself down in ways i thought im not even sure, how i overcame
I always put you first no matter the cost but guess that wasnt good enough
Your minds made up
You claim defeat
Right at the part where the magic was suppose to disperse
Maybe its all that whispering, maybe its all that bickering.
Maybe i truly did disappoint you
Ive said sorry so much i cant even count
Its not like i cheated or did anything that was completely harsh and out of the way
I guess it was the fact that my personality and the way i handled certain arguments werent
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Youve got to be fucking killing me
Time and time again ive been the one to apologize …. & for what?!?
Your childish outburst
The mere fact that you cant have a simple adult conversation
You know what Ive picked up about you my sweet little “baby” your new to this
You dont know what love is
& on this road to figuring it out …. this mudda fucking roller coaster is tearing that ass up
You get enjoyment out of seeeing me cry and being disrespectful … why? you think its cute
You try to tear me down
& I stupidly let you
No wonder why im spazzing and tripping
You doing your doing more damage than good
& becuase i your “lonely girl” made the mistake of putting you as my everything
I fell too deep .. Do i regret it?? No
It taught me a whole lot about myself
Ive got to build a backbone when it comes to you
IVE GOT TOO!!
As for you my sweet “Baby” , you my dare have alot of growing and learning to do
As so,do we all
But this love of mines , you broke.