Hi, I won’t be using my real name because I want to keep this private. Simply you can call me Isho. No I am not Asian, it was just a unique name. What I’m writing is all true, but I feel like this will be the best way to let all emotions flow out of my body for once. Everyday I will relive my past and hopefully I can get rid of this anger, despair and hopelessness out. I can only hope. If anybody is willing to read my journals I just want to say thank you in advance. Well I’m tired right now, my medication is finally kicking in. I’ll write more tomorrow, well today haha. But I hope everybody has a wonderful day.