I was on a birthday on Saturday. It was awesome, and i was writing all of it in another journal page. Well, short explained: I felt really welcome in that group. I was thinking that maybe we could all do this again, hang out and have fun together. I even told the previous birthday child earlier today that we have to go hang out sometime again. She agreed.
Later on today I saw a facebook update of one of my friends. It was a picture of everyone from that birthday on the playground near the mall. Including two guys Ive never seen before who are also complete strangers. I got really curious, I started to wonder when that picture was from. I cant remember it being taken on the birthday. Before i went thinking all kinds of depressing thoughts I went and asked my friend.
Their meetup was planned. Everyone from the birthday was invited, exept for me. I got really sad, since clearly everyone there knew that I would love to hang out with them again. I dont really understand why I wasnt included with them today.. I didnt even know they were going to meet up at all.
My theory is that they didnt invite me because I’m much more silent and chill than the rest. I dont run around and scream like they do, but that doesnt mean i ruin for everyone. Its hard to explain how I am. But im not boring (or atleast i dont think so). Maybe they didnt invite me because they didnt think I would enjoy? But that doesnt make sence since I already told them earlier today that I wanted to hang out like that again. Or the reason that makes the most sence, they forgot me. That hurts, alot.
I dont get included with groups at all. But those two girls are like the ones that i get along with the most. They have always liked me and dont let me walk alone unless they dont see me. But like, today I wasnt included. I dont understand anything! Im so confused.
Why didnt they invite me? Am I overreacting? Maybe they will invite me next time?
Funny how those two strangers was invited but not me.