Feeling a bit insecure today. There’s a nervousness after coming back from a week’s vacation with my wife. We both had fun and she seemed happy throughout all the week until we arrived at home.
Before our vacation we had another major fight. My anger got the best of me and I left home. I have unofficially moved back in so even though it’s only been one day it’s been a bit awkward. I can tell she’s putting on a happy smile but I know she’s hurting. I’m also hurting as well. The only thing I can do is do my part and give her time.
Meanwhile I’m back working on myself again. I need to lose 40 lbs to be healthy again and also regain my confidence. I hope all those lonely walks also help me regain my mental health. It will also keep me away from the liquor.