Things have changed since I wrote last (over a year later, I’d hope so!). Found out my mom has MSA! Not happy about it and unsure of how I feel about of as if I think about it, I start crying like a baby. Anyways met up with some old friends, thought moving with them would be fun. Yeah horrible idea. Ended up falling deep for a kid whom I regret any and all anything (NOTHING happened but having feelings makes me feel creepy…by the way he is 17 years old!) And to this day its hard NOT thinking about him but anyways back go my brother and sister in laws. SIL is pregnant so I’ll be an aunt for a second time. Got hurt at work so I’m home allllllllll day everyday. Looking though for anything. I’ll update more tomorrow.