Shut up brain!

My mind is in overdrive at the moment.  I didn’t manage to fall asleep until 5am last night.  Instead of lying in bed tossing and turning I read a book, since giving up booze I have become hungry for literature.  Once I begin a book I struggle to put it down until I e finished it from front to back.

I still have a lot of anger inside me, I keep going over and over past events…. and I’m really struggling to forgive.

I wish I could just forgive you and move on.  I keep waiting for a message or phone call but it never happens.  I’ve deleted your number because I don’t want to contact you and look needy.

I wonder if anything I did hurt you? I wonder if you even care at all? 

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