I asked one of the guys in that group that I didnt get included in. He immedietly started feeling bad, and he brought it up to the groupchat they have aswell. He told me that it wasnt intentionally to not invite me, or include me. He had forgotten about me, and so had the rest. He immidetly addded me to the groupchat. I didnt really want to be a part of it anymore because I didnt really feel welcome anymore. He got confused and wanted all kinds of reasons why I left. I told him everything that have been said to me, and that I didnt feel welcome. He said everything he could, and basiclly explained everything.
I dont hate on any of them. Their all really nice and fun people to be with. But like the whole situation bothers me alot. I feel like if I decide to join after all i might just end up being in the way of them and be that one person who ruins everyones mood. Since I’m a silent person, people always assume im either sad or botherd by something. I’m not. Im not sure if its a good idea for me to bring my extreme introverted side into their giant fun circle of extroverts.
They even have this theme for their groupchat they call “Suicide squad” because they all love that movie, I do too. They all have a character there. He said he had a free spot there, the Enchantres (he said that to lighten up the mood). That character would be so good fitting for me, thought it was funny.
Anyways, what should I do? Should I stop thinking this was and take the possibility to join their fun group? Or should I stay away, since there is a possibility im only being invited because Im asking so much. Remember. If i didnt ask, i probably wouldnt be included at all.