random update




man, this guy has a knack for timing. 


probably not even an hour after i posted my last post, Hollister Model messaged me and asked me if I wanted to stay the night and help him carry his backpack into school the next morning, since he was finally well enough to go back to school after the accident, but he wasn’t strong enough yet to carry all his books and his backpack yet. 

of course, i say yes. 

his mom didn’t get off of work until 10:30, so that means if i wanted a ride, i would have to wait until around 11 or 11:30.

so wait i did. 

I had plans until 7:30 and then after that, i went swimming and waited for 4 hours for them to come get me. 

when they finally came and got me (btw he got a haircut and even though i LOVED his hair long, this doesnt look bad on him) , we rode around for awhile, then went to their house and i was a lame ass bitch and fell asleep pretty much instantly.

then we woke up and i helped him carry his shit into school and blah blah blah.

he ended up going home 2nd hour because his back hurt to much from carrying his backpack from his first hour and second hour, which i felt bad about. 

i accidentally left my bag at his house, so i went and got it after school.

then a few hours later, he calls me and we talk on the phone for 3 hours, video chats for two of those three hours, and then (despite the freezing cold wind and snow outside) we decide to meet each other halfway and then walk the rest of the distance to his moms work. 

it was super super cold outside and i was super super cold, but it was all worth it for him. 

i still feel as though i am a charity case to him..

i don’t know why 

i just do 


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