In my 20 years of age, I have never been as confused as I am now. What career should I pursue? What religion am I? Where should I work? When is it okay to say no? How can I help my parents more? How can I contribute to our world more? Who the fuck AM I? Day to day, I bombard myself with these questions on the daily basis that in some way or form can never answer but sure as hell drive me further from the answer. Many of my friends seem sure of what they want, how they want, where they want…why is it so easy for them but not for me? You know, I was focused at once but as time flew, procrastination has become my best friend and anticipation my nemesis. Day to day, I hope to god that I don’t go insane, I don’t loose my ways because only he knows how much I have to prove and how much I have to loose; but in the end I am the only one to choose, shit .. i really hope i don’t loose my mind.