December 17, 2016
As soon as I opened my eyes this morning, the voices were there. Some mornings I’ll get a few moments of reprieve, but not this morning. I had to drive over to my sister’s house early to walk her dog as she was away. It was quite cold. It had snowed lightly last night but this morning it had turned into freezing rain. I cranked up the heat in my car while I was driving and as usual, the voices were there coming over the noise of the heater quite loudly. I heard the same old drivel of insults and mockery directed at me.
Sometimes it’s hard to tell how many separate voices I’m hearing at any given time. Some of the voices are quite faint and I only pick up bits and pieces of phrases. The younger female sounding voice that I call “#1” I hear almost constantly and hers is one of the clearest voices I hear. I have been hearing her voice throughout this whole ordeal. I first started hearing her voice during the two months that I was experimenting with EVP. She seemed to arrive during the second month (at least in her present hostile form, I suspect she was using a friendlier demeanor prior to this) of my recording experience, just at the time when the overall nature of my recording experience was beginning to change. During the first month of my recording, I was hearing nothing but kinder and more benevolent voices on my recordings, which I’m sorry to now say unfortunately led me to let my guard down. During the second month of recording, I started to hear negative voices on my recordings and this grew worse and worse by the day until by the end of the second month, I was starting to have incidents of hearing these negative voices outside of the recordings with just my ears.
During the second month, I experimented for a bit with using various background noises such as running fans and running water in an effort to give these voices that I was communicating with a source of sound to manipulate so that I could hear the voices louder and more clearly. To a large degree, this worked. I even noticed then that I could hear this younger female sounding voice in real time (not just on playback of my recordings) while using these various background sounds. This should have been a red flag of danger in and of itself, but I was still so new to all of this and admittedly very naïve. It’s as if I were mesmerized by what I was experiencing in just this short span of time that I let myself become blind to any potential danger and so I threw caution to the wind and made recording and communicating with these voices an almost nightly routine.
At the time, the thought never crossed my mind that in just a few short weeks, I would be hearing intrusive and malevolent voices outside of the recordings with just my naked ears at an increasing rate until it finally went to an extreme and constant level for a time. I had never heard of this happening to anyone from doing EVP at that time (though that would also change later) though I confess, I didn’t even bother to research other people’s experiences with this phenomenon before I delved right into it. I simply didn’t know that this was what the nature of one of the dangers to all of this looked like.
Yes, on a few occasions, while I was recording with some form of background noise going, I did hear this younger female sounding voice. She has and in fact has always been since this entire spirit attachment situation began for me, been my number one tormentor. That is the reason that for a long time, I simply referred to her as “#1”, though more recently I have given her the name “Pippy.” I’ll be honest, I pretty much did this just to mess with her a bit since she has been the most cruel and harassing voice that I have heard since the very beginning. Sometimes I refer to her as “Pippy the Nazi” because of her cruel nature. She seems oddly enough to have embraced or at least accepted this name of “Pippy” that I call her.
She has never really kept to any single identity for very long, as far as claiming to have another name. She’s always switching things up. For a while now, she’s been referring to herself as “Lucifer’s Lieutenant,” but before this it was something else. It’s hard for me to even keep track anymore. This has pretty much been a very common trait among these oppressing voices that I’ve been dealing with. They are always switching their stories around, always going from one thing to another. I have little doubt that this is in fact, an intentional tactic of theirs that they use to instill fear and confusion. In my own case, these voices have at various times claimed to be many things, from demons to pissed off human spirits to aliens to “beautiful spirits” that were simply pissed off at me and probably much more that I can’t even recall anymore because for the most part, I’ve simply stopped believing anything that they tell me.
During the first few months of this ordeal, when things were at the most terrifying and extreme level, yes, mainly out of confusion and fear over what I was experiencing, I was buying into a lot of what I was hearing from these intrusive spirits and doing so did in fact just send me further down the rabbit’s hole. It took a few months and a lot of emotional agony, but I eventually wised up and realized that these particular spirits that I was dealing with were compulsive liars and that nothing that I was hearing them say to me was to be trusted at face value. They can be very clever and manipulative in concocting elaborate ploys, traps and mind games to really mess with your head. In this, they should never be underestimated.
December 18, 2016
Once again, as soon as I awoke this morning, I heard the voices. It’s almost as if they were waiting for me to open my eyes so that they can begin their day of chattering ceaselessly at me. It’s remarkable in a way, but this has become such the norm in my life anymore that it doesn’t affect me as much as it once did. In a way, this is unfortunate yes, because it is still ongoing and in a way, I’ve just accepted it as a part of my life now, but in a way to, I’m not as distressed by these things as much now either because none if it is new to me anymore.
The memories of what my life was like before I got these spirit attachments seems further and further away. I remember less and less what it was like not to live with the constant presence of these spirits. Of course, I would rather live without it all, but sometimes life really knocks you upside the head. I must persevere, I must keep going. There is still much enjoyment to be had in life, but things are certainly different now. I am also not blind to the fact that I got myself into this mess when I rushed into experimenting with EVP back in 2015. I put out a call and I was answered, it just ended up going really bad for me and this can happen. It does happen to people sometimes that get involved in this sort of thing. Sometimes the after-effects may look different, but all sorts of things can go wrong. It is no small matter to try and peak behind the veil of the unknown…no small matter at all. I wish that it were spoken of more, how getting involved with this kind of thing can possibly change your life forever. Just like with so much in life, if you decide to do something and it goes bad, often there are no do overs.
“you’re not supposed to know about it!”
I just heard the younger sounding (and very tormenting) female voice say to me. This is what can happen. If you set out looking to communicate with spirits, you could end up communicating with one that thinks you’re not supposed to know about it or feels you’re sticking your nose in where it doesn’t belong and in their reasoning, this perhaps gives them full right to abuse you in any way they can. To them, perhaps you’re now fair game for oppression. Sometimes this oppression involves hearing intrusive voices and experiencing real physical/body disturbances and abuse. I never heard voices before I experimented with EVP for those two months back in 2015, but now I hear voices every day, as well as experiencing physical disturbances.
I truly do not know what motivates my tormentors, but I observe that they do seem quite committed to their way, mindset and methods of abuse against me. Yet, I have endured and I will go on with my life though it is very different now. I opened a door back in 2015 and I have found no way to close it completely. But I will go on, I am not possessed, I am still very much in control of my mind, only it perceives these other things now, things I would much rather not perceive at all.
I played with fire and I got burned, and though I will not play with fire in this manner again, the scars of my burns remain. I know that for many, seeking definitive answers to questions of a spiritual nature can seem irresistible. I understand this. It in itself can be like a fire that burns within one’s soul. I fear however, that in the coming years as these active spirit communication pursuits appear to be on the rise, many others will also be burned by this inner fire. Of course, this is all human nature, yet I hope that at least some will have a change of heart about beginning down this perilous road, choosing instead to be content with the world as they find it and hopefully sparing themselves of living in a much different world…a world of hearing voices.
December 19, 2016
This morning seemed a bit better. The voices were not directly in my ears as soon as I awoke, but it didn’t take long before I began to hear them again. I keep hearing them say to me
“you were supposed to be a psychic”
I have heard them saying this to me on occasion for the past few months. I’m not sure what they really mean by this statement. Perhaps they refer to my ability to hear them with just my ears. Perhaps they believe that I should be embracing this ability. But embracing the ability to hear these particular voices is something that I do not want to do. These particular voices have primarily been nothing but intrusive and outright abusive towards me since I began hearing them outside of my EVP recordings back in 2015. Each day is a constant barrage of insults, criticisms and dubious mind games. I am much wiser to their tricks and their ploys now so the voices for the most part are much fainter then they were during the first six months of my ordeal with this. These particular earthbound spirits that have attached themselves to my life, I deem nothing less than tyrannical. They have simply given me no other impression of them to have. Whenever they speak to me, it is almost always something abusive or critical. They seek to destroy any and all sense of privacy to an extreme degree. In the first few months of this ordeal, they very much nearly drove me to complete insanity, perhaps coming very close to being institutionalized.
Back then, it was like there were invisible people surrounding me at all times yelling and harassing me. I remember trying to keep my composure together many times while at my work while hearing a voice shout into my ear
“this is really happening”
These malevolent spirits very nearly broke my mind completely, so I flat out reject any statement of theirs that I’m “supposed to be a psychic.” I regret ever picking up a digital recorder and using it for channeling. It was a dreadful mistake on my part and if I could wipe it from my memory I would, but I cannot undo the past and so I am still living to this day with the fallout of that decision I made back in the winter of 2015.
In just a very short time it will be 2017. Then it will be exactly two years since I first picked up a digital recorder to channel spirits and my life has never been the same since. I give no regard to any statement of theirs about what I am supposed to be. They are my oppressors and regrettably, I opened the door which allowed them to enter into my life. Yet, I will never let them influence me. They do little else than hurl their venomous statements at me and though I know that I am far from perfect, who are they to judge me? They often try and create this illusion that they have the power to stand in judgement over you. They did this to me many times in the beginning when I was emotionally crippled with dread and anxiety. They play upon the fact that they are other worldly or beyond this world to play upon your fears. On one occasion, back during the beginning of my ordeal, they even put me through a sort of trial where I was led to believe that the fate of my very soul was on the line and that they had the power of judgement over me. This was all nonsense.
As time went on, it became more and more obvious to me that they were serious bull-shitters. They threatened me with “execution” on numerous occasions, but this never amounted to anything…again just more bullshit. As much as they judge me, I could just as easily judge them. They have no real power over me. What I did do was open my perceptions to them back when I was recording EVP and so I found myself in the unfortunate position of being able to hear them without the need for a voice recorder or any other device. I foolishly allowed them to deceive me and get into my perception range, but they do not have any true power over me whatever their claims may be.
They are not invincible and they are not all knowing and much of their power can be taken away from them. Am I just misunderstanding them and the entire situation? Perhaps, but again…they have so far given me nothing else upon which to base any other impression of them. They seem to enjoy trying to wreak as much havoc in my life as they can. This is what I observe of them and this is what I base my own opinions of them upon. May something change in the future? Perhaps it will, but for now I see them as tyrannical tormentors.
December 20, 2016
I was “hit” with the voices again the moment that I awoke this morning. That “not again” feeling came over me but I won’t let all of this drag me down to a state of despair. There is still much that I enjoy in life and much that I want to live for. I admit sometimes I am surprised at how committed my tormentors are to keeping up this harassment. It seems to me that they simply have nothing better to do with their time. They spend all of their time it seems, attempting to bring me down, but why? Is there no better place for them to be?
On one occasion recently, I heard them refer to me as “a hostage” and on some days that pretty much sums up how I feel. I cannot seem to go anywhere or do anything without their constant presence. It then comes down to me being able to ignore them and to not allow their presence to affect me in anyway. If I decide to do something that I know that they will criticize me for, then I must do it because I decided to and not allow their opinions or their presence to sway me in any way. I must go about my life and not allow them to influence me. I will not allow them to be my puppet masters because that is exactly what they want and that is exactly the type of scenario that I went through during the first few months of this situation back in 2015.
Back during that time, they sought to dominate, manipulate and control me and I admit, as confused and full of dread over the situation as I was at that time, I allowed them to make some gains with this. Then, after some time had passed, I began to see things more clearly. No matter how they tried to mask them, the deceptions and ploys of these particular malevolent earthbound spirits became more apparent to me. To this day, they still try and play mind games, they still on occasion try out new material so to speak, but now it is so much easier for me to see through their charades.
Often, they’ll just repeat the same critical statements over and over in an attempt to lay siege to and batter my mind. This is where I am at, at this point in time. The content of their words means very little to me now. Yet, they are still within my range of perception. I can still hear them, though also for the most part, I do not hear their voices nearly as intensely as I did back in the first few months of this.
I can still feel the physical disturbances that they create on my body at times (mostly at night while I’m trying to sleep.) These sensations now mainly consist of vibration sensations and just the overall feeling that something smaller in size is moving around on me. These strange sensations still make it very difficult for me to sleep at times and more often than not, I have to take a sleep aid at night or otherwise the combination of the voices and the physical sensations may keep me awake for the entire night…it has happened on numerous occasions.
These physical sensations also seem very intelligently guided as they tend to be concentrated on areas of my body that cause me the most discomfort and that make it difficult for me to get to sleep. Back in the first few months of this ordeal, the physical disturbances and abuse were much more intense (just as with the voices). Back then, there were occasions when these physical abuses would cause me real bodily pain. I would at times feel bites, stings and sharp jabs. With time, it seems that for me, the intensity of these physical disturbances has subsided to a large degree, but they are still a problem.
The voices with time seem to become easier to ignore. If your body feels a sensation, well them it just simply feels it. If the mind games and the voices no longer have that much effect on you, then this type of negative earthbound spirit (as I am dealing with) may focus more on the physical abuse tactic. They often seem to exploit whatever means they can to cause as much disruption as possible. And this is often their goal, to cause as much distress and disturbances as they possibly can and in this endeavor, they can often be quite relentless. They literally do attach themselves to your life and they will most likely seek to make their presence known to you in one form or another if they are able to get within your range of perception.
A Danger of Channeling Spirits
December 20, 2016
Back during the winter of 2015, what I was doing as far as EVP goes, was channeling. I was using EVP on a routine basis as a means to communicate with unknown entities. This was channeling, EVP was just the means by which I went about doing this. During the first month of my recording, all of the voices that I was hearing upon playback were all benign if not outright benevolent in nature and seemingly very willing to communicate with me. I essentially became mesmerized with fascination over what I was experiencing. By the second month, negative and malevolent voices began to appear on my recordings and by the end of that month, I began hearing these same malevolent voices outside of my recordings with just my ears. A month after this first occurred, I was hearing these voices at an extreme level at all times…24/7. Along with the voices, I began experiencing real physical/bodily disturbances and abuse.
These events happened after my brief experimentation with EVP. But, I have found other people whose stories are very similar to my own. Some of them also had this ordeal brought on by experimenting with EVP, but others were using other means and methods of spirit communication when the same thing happened to them. I have met others who also began hearing voices at an extreme level after engaging in spirit communication by such means as using Spirit Boxes, Automatic Writing, a Ouija Board and a Pendulum. I personally believe that the means of spirit communication are secondary as far as the danger of this situation occurring goes. But this is one of the dangers of engaging in channeling. Sometimes it could lead to a condition of hearing voices at an extreme level and experiencing very real physical abuse.
I have seen similar occurrences in numerous accounts. Here are a few of my observations (and they are just observations, I do not claim absolute certainty here).
- Communication with unknown spirits is established relatively quickly and from there, the contact becomes rather strong or intense rather quickly as well.
- In the beginning, these unknown spirits take on a seemingly benevolent or at least benign nature. Sometimes they may claim to be spirit guides or sometimes even the spirits of departed friends and loved ones (I have seen this in many accounts). Communication with these “benevolent” spirits can in a sense, mesmerize a person in a way and that can make communicating with these unknown spirits become a regular routine.
- Sometimes it’s very sudden or sometimes it’s more gradual, but before too much time has passed, these unknown spirits will reveal their true colors and go from being benevolent in nature to becoming outright malevolent and abusive.
- When they switch the situation around like this, it most likely means they are already or will soon be within your perception range and soon afterwards you may start hearing these voices with just your ears without the need of any type of implement for channeling.
When the voices first appear, they could be internal (ie: hearing voices in your head) or external, or even a combination of both. In my own situation, I first began hearing the voices external to me and this was primarily hearing them coming in over a steady source of background noise. For example, the first time that I ever heard the voices outside of the recordings was on a day in late February, 2015 when I heard harassing voices coming in over the noise of a fan. After that incident, I began to have more and more experiences such as this. I remember occasions where I would hear the voices coming in over the sound of running water, my car engine, over my television and car stereo and more. As the days passed, I also began to hear them external to me, but not coming in over a background noise.
About a month after my first incident of hearing the voices coming in over a fan that day at my work, literally over the course of a single morning (also while I was at work) I began to hear the voices speaking to me from inside of my own head and at this point they had reached an intense level and the voices would remain at this more intense level for a few months (before things began to subside).
Even when I started hearing the voices from within my own head, I was still hearing them external to me. In fact, hearing them external to me was the primary way that I heard the voices and this is still the case to this day. Mostly still, I hear the voices coming in over steady sources of background noise. Whether or not the background noise is steady does seem to matter. I will hear the voices louder and more clearly if the background noise is very clean and steady, for example a fan, an air conditioner, or even the electric hum of a refrigerator. Through these types of sounds, I can hear the voices the clearest. If I am near a source of background noise that is not steady, one that fluctuates, then I will not hear the voices nearly as clearly and sometimes I will not hear them at all.
I have seen this phenomenon of the voices emerging through various background noises in various accounts from those who have begun to hear voices after engaging in some form of spirit communication. Many have described it as hearing voices emerging through many of the sounds of everyday life. It’s also been noted in many accounts, how there is sometimes a weird effect of distance. Sometimes the voices will sound as if they are speaking from far off in the distance, though they can still be heard clearly enough. Another common experience is sometimes hearing sounds that literally seem to produce shockwaves, as if a several ton weight were being lifted up and dropped over and over very close by. It literally seems like the very earth is shaking.
In my own case, I will often hear a faint, yet audible voice speaking directly into one of my ears and often I will literally feel a faint breath striking my earlobe when this occurs. To this day as well, I will often hear these particular voices if I am in complete silence. Sometimes I have to “tune in” so to speak to be able to do this. The voices are fainter, but very much present. Actually, I find that if I’m in an environment with some moderate noise (but not a continuous, steady background noise) I hear the voices less or most of the time, not at all. An example of this would be if I’m in a crowd of people, or someplace where there is a lot going on (the everyday sounds of the world you could say). In these types of environments, I will often not hear any voices at all.
In my own situation at the present time, it seems to be the case that I will hear these voices the most if I’m in an environment where I’m hearing a steady noise or noises, or if I’m in complete silence. In the various accounts of this situation that I’ve seen, there does seem to be at least some level of variation in how the individual will perceive the voices. Some individuals hear the voices more external and often through various background sounds, while some individuals hear the voices most often as originating from within. In most of the cases I’ve seen and certainly in my own case, it’s a combination of both.
There are often variations as to the nature of the physical/bodily disturbances and abuse as well. In fact, in some of these spirit attachment cases that I’ve seen involving hearing voices at an extreme level, sometimes there are no physical abuses at all. Yet, in some cases they are more extreme in nature and at other times seemingly more of a disturbance rather than anything that inflicts pain. In my own case, for a time back in March of 2015, I was feeling what I can only describe as a finger coming up out of my mattress and sharply jabbing me in my lower back each night when I first went to bed. This disturbing jabbing sensation was so present and so constant that it would keep me awake for hours on end. It is around this time that I first started using sleep aids to help me get off to sleep more quickly and I have had to use them to maintain a normal sleep routine ever since. Then, shortly after these incidents, I began to feel sharp (but small) bites and stings on my body on occasion. Often when I tried to sleep, I would feel “something” small pressing into my side, in fact I still feel this particular sensation from time to time. Once, I remember being in bed (but unable to sleep) and feeling as if something small were inside of my body moving around and vibrating quite intensely, it even seemed to go through my head area which was a most distressing experience I recall.
These days (in my own case) the more distressing physical disturbances have seemed to have subsided to a large degree but I still experience these disturbances to one degree or another every night while trying to sleep. In other accounts that I’ve seen, the physical abuse was to a much more intense degree. If these malevolent earthbound spirits of this harassing nature are successful at getting well within your perception range, then they can in some cases inflict very real and very serious physical abuse. There must be factors as to why the physical abuse is more prevalent in some cases and not others. Perhaps it has something to do with the openness of the individual to spirit influence (ie: they are simply more open to the other side) or perhaps it has something to do with the abilities and strength of the harassing spirits themselves. This is all just speculation, but what I am sure of is that in certain circumstances, these malevolent spirits can hurt someone. They can attack sometimes with voices, physical attacks and thought intrusion. They can indeed wreak a lot of havoc in a person’s life if they can get through to you. These things are at least some of the dangers that are possible when one takes up the endeavor of channeling spirits by any means.
December 22, 2016
Have you ever met a person that is just so damn stubborn, so unbending in their ways? That is kind of the same description that I would give to these voices, these voices that have plagued me for a while now, but they can truly take things to a whole new level of extremity. If I had to describe this lot that has oppressed me as a result of my brief experimentation with EVP (the Electronic Voice Phenomenon) back in the winter of 2015, I’d say the term “sinister tricksters” pretty much sums it up quite accurately. They are constantly setting prankish traps for me it seems. For example, a recent prank of theirs was to tell me that “the good spirits were building a portal to take them (the tricksters) out of my head.” They kept repeating this for a number of weeks. Then one evening, I suspect that they inserted a thought or a vision into my mind where just for a few brief moments, I did have a vision of something that did look like a doorway appear right before my eyes as I sat in my living room. The vision only lasted a few moments and then it was gone. The next day I heard the voices say something along the lines of “that was the portal, the good spirits were trying to take us out of your head, but since you’re such a sinner, you blew it.”
This is something that is very common with this trickster bunch that has been harassing me. They’ll spend a good amount of time attempting to put some idea in my head. For example, they’ll repeat a phrase that refers to something that could possibly improve my situation. They’ll repeat this phrase numerous times to me, possibly over the span of several weeks. But in the end, it turns out to be nothing more than an absurd prank. After all of this time, it is much easier for me now to see quickly when I’m being set up for a prank by them. Usually I just won’t take any interest in what I hear them saying from the start. However, they can be very clever in the art of deception and mind games. Every so often they’ll concoct something and start saying things that will grab my attention and perhaps my interest, but as usual, in the end it turns out to be nothing more than another prank. As I’ve heard them say to me in the past:
“we lift you up to take you down”
Their pranks can often be quite sinister in nature, especially when they are first setting people up that are engaging in some form of spirit communication where an individual makes communicating with these negative earthbound spirits a routine occurrence (though initially, they are in fact not aware that they are communicating with negative spirits). In my own case, during the first month that I was recording EVP, the voices that I was hearing on my recordings were all seemingly kind and friendly in nature. Better actors I’d never met in my life. In the month that followed, they would turn extremely harassing and malevolent and I would end up hearing these voices outside of my recordings, but during that first month I never saw it coming. I was lured in by their “kindness.” I had no sense of danger and I made communicating with these spirits a nightly routine by means of EVP.
During that first month, many of these spirits that I was communicating with at first claimed to be the spirits of family members of my neighbors. This did in fact make perfect sense to me since surely, they were just checking up on their families. This was of course all a trap, but just by the benevolent nature of these unknown spirits during my communication with them, I never saw it coming and I walked right into the trap.
I’ve seen much talk on the internet that malevolent earthbound spirits intent on harassment are no big deal at all and that they can be easily driven off. It is my personal opinion that this is not the case at all. They are in fact very masterful at deception and if they manage to get within and remain inside of your perception range, then they can be very dangerous. In a real sense, they are masters of psychological warfare and they should not be underestimated. Whenever one decides to take up the endeavor of communicating with spirits, regardless of the means, then they are in fact putting themselves at risk of running into this sort of sinister trickster type. If they can get through to you, they could potentially wreak a lot of havoc. It is no small decision to get involved with these things as they could have lasting consequences upon your life.
EVP VOICES OPPRESSION
December 22, 2016
I have been on my holiday break and off from work all week. For this I am glad and can certainly use a break. This past year was rather stressful for me. Throughout this whole ordeal of being struck with spirit attachments, I have strived very hard to hold my life together as best as I could. Back when this voices oppression was at its worse, back in the spring of 2015, I can honestly say that I was literally holding on by a thread. I was forced to call out of work a bit simply because on some days it was too much for me to handle doing my job and being bombarded with harassing voices all day long. Yet, I did manage to hold on to my job, but I remember that on some days back then, I was under a terrible strain just to simply hold it together.
Back then, the strength of the voices was much more intense. On somedays, it was literally like I was being followed around by a gang of people all tormenting and mocking me the entire day. I remember trying to speak with customers and hearing a voice say
“this is really happening”
There were times when I fumbled the most basic task, such as handling a phone call. And as strange as this may sound, these negative spirits were actually calling me at work all the time back then. On numerous occasions during that time, the phone would ring at my work, I would answer it and hear a lot of static and through the static I would hear a distorted and faint voice, but still very audible to me. Usually it was the female voice of the one I call “#1” (or more recently who I’ve been calling Pippy the Nazi because of her cruelty). I’m not sure how they managed to do this, but they did it…they were messing with the phones at my work all the time back then. On a few occasions, I even went into work and found voicemails with EVPs embedded on them. This strange phenomenon with the phones continued for several months in fact, but then eventually they just seemed to become less and less frequent until they finally just stopped. As of today, I don’t even remember when the last time that I received one of these strange phone calls was, it’s been quite a while.
As I have also mentioned, for a time I would hear voices that had a very deep bass effect to them. This effect was so strong that it literally felt like the very ground was shaking every time these voices spoke to me. I remember a few occasions back then when I would be sitting at my desk at work and be hearing these particular voices with the strong bass effect. It literally felt like the whole building was shaking. As panicked and full of anxiety as I was at the time, I thought that these voices were so strong that they might actually “break through” the veil and that at any moment I might be dragged off by these malevolent entities like you would see in some horror movie. Fortunately, that never happened but that is how utterly filled with anxiety I was back at that time when things were at their utter worse.
As time went on, I began to get a better handle on my emotions. Realizing that so much of what these negative earthbound spirits were saying to me was complete and utter bullshit helped bring this about. Then as I got a better handle on my emotions, much of this more extreme phenomenon ceased. Looking back now, there were many days when I was holding on by a thread. There were days when the voices were so bad that I felt like walking straight out of work but luckily, I held on. Actually, during that summer, as much as I was able to I threw myself into my work as a means of taking my mind off of the situation. To some degree, this did in fact help. If I kept myself occupied and kept my mind focused on something, then the voices were not so much of a presence. But, if I was just sitting around at home not doing anything, then the presence of the voices was not as easy to ignore. I would say that occupying oneself, keeping one’s mind busy and focused on other things is indeed helpful in this situation. Allowing the voices to isolate you where you are just listening to and focusing on their words all day long is not a good place to be. I know this from my own experience.
Spirit Box Schizophrenia
December 23, 2016
As I have mentioned, this condition of hearing voices on a psychosis-like level can be brought about by numerous means of spirit communication activity. It is not confined in any way to just EVP. One of the others that I’ve met in the past year was struck with the same condition as a result of using a Spirit Box. She compared the ordeal that she went through as a kind of “Spirit Box Schizophrenia.” I found this statement to be quite fitting. When I was describing how bad the voices were for me back in the Spring of 2015, words I’m afraid will always fall short of truly capturing the nightmare that this experience was for me back then. I remember that there were days when I would be outdoors and it seemed like I was hearing an entire sports stadium of voices all harassing me at once. It was an experience that I will not soon forget, though I truly wish that I could. But in truth, one of the truly horrifying aspects of this situation in its early stages is that the voices can be quite intense and they do not stop. They do not give you a break. They do not stop to let you sleep or rest. They do not stop to allow you to celebrate a special occasion in peace, they do not stop period. They throw out barrage after barrage after barrage of voices.
They will attempt to wear you down, to deprive you of sleep. They will attempt to work you down to a weakened state. I know that in my own case, I was only averaging about 3-4 hours of sleep a night for about two weeks it seemed. I took sleeping pills, but they often did not work as quickly as I would have liked them to, but they are probably at least partly the reason why I got any sleep at all. Also in those first few weeks of this ordeal, because I was suffering with so much anxiety, I found that I was hardly able to eat. My appetite was literally scared out of me. This lack of good sleep and lack of an appetite went on for about two weeks and resulted in me experiencing some rather strange and powerful visual hallucinations on a couple of occasions. It was as at this point that I started taking Ambien for a time and this helped me to get back to something that more closely resembled a normal sleep routine. Though, even to this day it seems that practically every night is still a battle for sleep. As soon as my head hits the pillow, I usually start feeling a strange vibration sensation that moves around on my body. Quite often it seems to be focusing on specific areas in an effort to be as annoying and disruptive as possible. Luckily though, with the help of sleep aids, I do not have to endure this for very long on most nights.
But getting back to Spirit Boxes and the description of this situation that my friend referred to as “Spirit Box Schizophrenia,” she also told me that just like with my experience with EVP by means of using digital recorders, she told me that she to started hearing numerous intelligent voices coming in through the Spirit Box within a relatively short amount of time. She described it to me that it was as if she seemed “to be hearing into another world”.
In most of the cases that I’ve seen of this voice based oppression being brought on after some form of spirit communication, it does seem to usually be the case that the individual usually gets struck with it rather quickly, usually within just a matter of weeks or a few months at most. As of this time, I’ve only seen a very small number of cases where a person was struck with the condition after having been engaging in some form of spirit communication on a regular basis for many years. I’m sure that there are some unknown factors here and I’m not sure what the overall ratio is, but from what I’ve seen so far, people just starting out being involved in spirit communication seem to get hit with this condition the most.
Hearing Voices from Doing EVP : The Trojan Horse Deception
When it does hit, it usually hits rather quickly and the individuals that get hit usually have established and intense level of communication within a relatively short span of time. That is one of the main factors in how this situation can completely blindside a person. The events move and playout so quickly, often by the time that one senses that something is wrong, the situation is already deteriorating rapidly. As I have mentioned, these particular negative earthbound spirits that set people up in this way, will initially seem anything but negative in the beginning. Quite the contrary, they may seem to be extremely benevolent in nature. They will also often not hesitate to stoop very low to carry out their treachery. They will often pretend to be the spirit of a deceased loved one or friend to intentionally hook you into interacting with them by playing upon your emotions. They can be very masterful at treachery and deception and this makes them all the more dangerous. Sometimes it’s those kinder voices that are in fact the most dangerous. They essentially employ a Trojan Horse type ploy.
They will use whatever means they can to win your trust and just by the fascinating nature of the situation in the beginning, you could begin to make interacting with these spirits into a regular routine, sometimes it even becomes an obsession. I suspect that the more that intense communication takes place, the more it is giving these particular deceptive spirits a chance to get into your perception range and once they do, they will then often flip from being benevolent or benign in nature, to becoming extremely malevolent and from there they often begin with the voices oppression.
Hearing Voices and Physical Abuse After Spirit Communication
December 23, 2016
I tried to take an afternoon nap today but just as I felt that I was about to doze off, I started to feel the sensation of a finger coming up out of the mattress and sharply jabbing me in my back. I have experienced this same thing before but it has been quite a while. It was something that I would experience often back in the Spring of 2015. This just goes to show that even though the situation can become calmer in a sense, sometimes these particular negative earthbound spirits can still turn things up a notch.
Basically, my hopes for an afternoon nap were ruined, they just wouldn’t quit with the physical disturbances and I was also hearing a lot of voices around me. This is exactly what they like to do quite often…cause disruption. Some of these negative spirits may be more abusive than others but these spirit attachment situations are always very serious. One significant thing is to simply be aware of what these spirit attachment situations can entail before becoming involved in any spirit communication activity, that way, you’ll be able to make a more informed decision of whether or not it’s something that you really want to pursue.
I can say from my own experience and from other accounts that I’ve seen, that at least one kind of spirit attachment situation involves being stricken with a condition of hearing intrusive voices (often at an extreme level) and experiencing real physical and bodily abuse. Sometimes, this is what malevolent earthbound spirits can do to people. Sometimes they can most certainly get inside of your perception range and wreak all sorts of havoc. They in a very real way become attached to your life. They can follow you wherever you go. I’ve seen accounts where people moved a great distance but these spirits remained attached to them. This is not like the standard haunted house scenario, in this situation the focus of these negative spirits is upon an individual. Location has nothing to do with it.
Is Doing EVP Dangerous ?
Are Using Spirit Boxes Dangerous ?
I once read a posting on the internet that said that EVP was the safest means of spirit communication compared to say a Ouija Board or other methods of spirit communication. I have to say, I personally disagree with this statement. I have seen many other cases just like my own that were also brought on from experimenting with EVP.
Of course, there is much material out there about the dangers of using a Ouija Board. EVP and Spirit Boxes are newer than the Ouija Board but it is my personal opinion that they can be just as dangerous sometimes when used for channeling. Some state that EVP is often implemented more for “investigation.” That may well be a true statement, but I think there can often be a thin line between “investigation” and “research” and straight out channeling. If routine and intense communication with unknown entities is established, this is where I often see the danger arise. Perhaps the danger is minimum for most people. That could very well be a true statement, but I feel that the danger is still there and a spirit attachment situation can be so terrible in what effect it can have on people’s lives that this danger, no matter how small is still very significant and should be taken into serious consideration. Perhaps the danger of being hit with this condition is but one out of ten thousand people when they first get involved with trying to communicate with the spirit world, I really can’t say. But what I can say is that one of the dangers that does exist is being stricken with a condition of hearing voices, possible physical abuse and also possible thought intrusion.
Hearing Voices from Doing EVP
December 24, 2016
I’ve gotten much better at ignoring the voices. I still hear them the strongest when they come in through a source of steady background noise. Sometimes it’s as if the voices literally jump out of the noise. I’ve had many people say to me that it is just my mind playing tricks on me, that my mind is just looking for patterns in the noise that it interprets as a voice. But what they don’t understand is that often the voice or voices will seem to literally jump out of the noise and quite often in a very strong way.
It’s winter now and it’s starting to get colder where I live so recently while driving, I’ve been having to run the heater. These days for me, this is the one place where the voices are coming through the loudest. Every time these days, that I drive in my car, my choice is to either be cold or to put up with the harassment from these voices. Usually, I choose to run the heat, the voices be damned. Stepping back and looking at the situation, it all seems so odd and surreal. A typical ride to work consist of me being harassed by these voices and all of the nonsense and the vile and ridiculous things that they say to me.
The voices still come in rather strongly over the noise of my heating system at home as well. So here I am presented with pretty much the same choice, either be cold or hear their voices louder. Though with the heating system at my home, since the direct source of the sound is not always directly in front of me, I have been getting better with this particular noise with blocking out the voices. But, if I tune into the noise, I still find that the voices are always there. I’m hearing them right now as I write this. I am hearing them say:
“you were supposed to be a psychic”
“Jesus doesn’t want you to write about it”
“you gave us legal rights”
And such it is this morning, just a typical day if I tune in to listen to them. They seem to use the same phrases and statements a lot for a time and they’ll repeat them over and over for a while. Then they’ll start using new phrases and the aggravating cycle continues.
Hearing Voices from Automatic Writing
December 24, 2016
I thought it worth noting here, as I have said, since my ordeal of being stricken with a condition of hearing voices after experimenting with EVP began for me, that I have also met others that have also had this condition brought on from some form of spirit communication activity. Aside from EVP and using Spirit Boxes, I have found a few cases of this situation befalling people who had been engaging in automatic writing.
I have personally never experimented with automatic writing. My entire experience with any sort of spirit communication (before I began hearing voices) was really just for those two months that I was experimenting with EVP during the winter of 2015, so I cannot speak from any position of personal knowledge and experience about automatic writing as a means of communicating with spirits.
Before, when I have told my story, I have on occasion been met with a comment that basically is implying that if one were to engage in EVP and Spirit Boxes for long enough, concentrate their hearing sense listening into the noise, especially white noise, then it does not seem a stretch of the imagination that the mind could start playing ticks on you and perhaps in some cases, this could develop into something more extreme. I see nothing disagreeable about this notion (though in my own case, hearing voices is just one part of the situation). It certainly does seem plausible to me that spending a lot of time listening into white noise or radio sweeps could result in the mind starting to play tricks on a person.
As far as I am aware, with automatic writing the focus of the channeling experience is not listening into noise or recordings or radio sweeps, etc… to hear voices. Yet, there have been cases where people who were engaging in automatic writing have also been stricken with a condition of hearing voices (and also in some cases experiencing physical abuse) just as with the cases where the condition was brought about by being engaged in EVP or Spirit Box activity. These are very different means of communicating with spirits, yet the same condition can be brought about by both of these activities.
Is Automatic Writing Dangerous ?
I would have to say it’s my personal opinion that engaging in automatic writing carries with it the same danger of a condition of voice hearing being brought on. Automatic writing has been around for much monger as a means of channeling than EVP or using Spirit Boxes. I have found an account from 1899, it was a letter where in a person described being engaged in automatic writing and at first this individual’s communication was also benevolent in nature but then the communication changed and this person started receiving negative messages though their channeling efforts. Within a short period of time this person also described how they began to hear menacing and harassing voices on a constant basis for a time. Luckily for this person, they were able to bring about an end to the situation within a relatively short amount of time. They wrote of how they put enormous effort and will power into ignoring the voices utterly and completely and they stated that within a matter of just a few weeks, the harassing voices were gone. This was a very fortunate turn of events for this individual as I know from experience, sometimes (especially in the beginning) that these voices are often so strong that it seems almost impossible to ignore them and if physical abuse accompanies the voices, than this only make things more difficult to deal with. I would certainly say that automatic writing carries with is the same danger of being stricken with this condition of hearing voices and possibly physical abuse just as much as any other means of spirit communication.
A Danger of EVP
I just tried to take an afternoon nap again, I don’t know why I even bother. Once again, these psychopathic malevolent entities waited until I was just about to doze off then they essentially attacked me by causing me to feel all sorts of disturbing physical sensations. I felt the all too familiar vibration sensation, but on this occasion, it was much stronger than usual. This time it felt like they were literally causing me to shake. I was also feeling the very familiar jabbing sensation as if something were clinging to me. And as usual, the physical abuses were accompanied by a barrage of voices spewing their typical psychotic ranting. I honestly very much consider these negative entities (who or whatever they are) to be very much sociopathic and psychotic. As of right now, I simply don’t see them in any other way.
They seem to give no consideration at all about the abuses they project on to me. They are extremely unbending and trying to reason with them is like talking to a brick wall. In my own case, it has simply just never done any good. I can’t stress this enough. If one engages in doing EVP (or any form of spirit communication) on a regular routine basis, you could very well be running the risk of getting into a spirit attachment situation and your attachments could be a real psychotic bunch.
This is very serious. When I say that some of them can be sociopathic and psychotic, I mean to an extreme level and you certainly don’t want this sort attached to your life. It is extremely important for one just starting to consider getting involved with anything like this to do some background research first. Look into other people’s experiences (and importantly, not just one). Getting involved with this sort of thing can be opening a door than might not be able to be closed again. Serious consideration should always be given before embarking down this path.
Hearing Voices from Doing EVP
December 24, 2016
The voices have been telling me recently that
“Lucifer is not happy that I write about this”
This is the typical type of Kool-Aid statement that I hear from them often. Could they be telling me the truth some of the time when they make statements like this? Perhaps, I really don’t. Who am I to say that this is not possible? But what matters to me most is the fact that these statements are coming from them, these harassing malevolent spirits. Since the very beginning, I have experienced their lies and deceptions, their mind games, their tricks and their ploys, etc…etc… I admit that in the beginning, I was buying into much of what they were telling me. I had never before in all of my life experienced anything near as powerful and mysterious as what I was then experiencing. I didn’t know what was going on, what to think….basically I was not thinking very clearly at all. I was confronted with dealing with these unknown forces. Yes, a lot of the things that they were saying to me in the beginning did have a great impact upon me. There were many occasions back then when they would threaten me with “execution” and I was apprehensive about this at first. But then nothing ever happened and then as more time went on, it became more and more clear to me that these malevolent entities were a lot of talk with little to back up their statements.
This is in fact one of their weaknesses. If you’re confronted with dealing with them for long enough, they do indeed eventually expose themselves as the liars that they are. Now I’m not saying that they always lie all of the time but what I am saying here is that they are in fact prone to lying. They often flat out lie, speak in riddles, speak half-truths spun and manipulated for some negative purpose. I find it easier to function better these days if I just don’t give too much thought to anything that I hear them say.
They could on occasion be telling me a 100% straight up truthful statement, but it wouldn’t matter to me because they have lied to me so much that I simply have made it a personal policy of mine to not dwell on anything that they say to me. In this way, the content of what they are saying to me has little to no effect on me what so ever. Then, simply hearing them becomes the greater annoyance, the content of their words bounces off of me and has no effect. In this way, they are not nearly as able to get their hooks into my mind and carry on with their mind games and manipulation. It simply doesn’t work anymore after a point. This is when you’ll sometimes start to see the real personalities behind these harassing voices emerge. The person behind the curtain slowly starts to reveal themselves.
A Danger of EVP
These days, from the moment that I open my eyes to the moment that I pass into sleep at night, I know that I am not alone. I can perceive the presence of these attaching spirits. Whether I am able to successfully ignore them or not, I know that these days they are always there. To a significant degree, all sense of privacy in lost, I sacrificed it by opening a door to these intrusive earthbound spirits that oppress me. Now they never want to give me a moment’s peace…I have to fight for it.
I experimented with EVP for two months back during the winter of 2015, but I have been dealing with the presence of these harassing spirits for much longer. I would just say that sometimes (perhaps most often) when one engages in EVP or using a Spirit Box (or any form of spirit communication for that matter) on a routine basis, that when the sessions end, this does not mean that whatever spirit or spirits that one was communicating with has necessarily left and gone away. There’s a good chance that they might be sticking around, practically right there, but invisible.
If they are malevolent in nature and they are able to get within your perception range, then perhaps they may be able to make their presence known. What happened to me as far as the voices and the physical disturbances is I’m sure, a rarer and more extreme occurrence, but by opening doors to the unknown, then one is still opening themselves up to the danger of bringing about any number of various kinds of unwanted phenomenon into their lives. I would not assume that once you turn off and put away the voice recorder or the Spirit Box, that you are all by yourself again in peace and privacy. More likely, every time you seek to communicate by these means, you are bringing more and more attention onto yourself and you must give serious consideration to this as it is indeed a very serious matter.