I haven’t wrote any journal entries in a while as I have been away working and over all have felt quite content.
Its almost Christmas and I have gone back to visit family for the celebration. I dislike going home very clostraphobic. I am used to doing my own things as and when I want, when I’m back home as soon as I mention going somewhere my mother turns it into a family event.
I find it really hard to just unwind and do normal things like sit down with everyone and watch television. My concentration is poor and I usually sit down and just play on my phone texting people. Usually I have a male on the scene who I will message. At the moment I don’t really have any men in the scene. It feels strange looking at my phone and not being greeted by a text message off a love interest.