Christmas with family

I haven’t wrote any journal entries in a while as I have been away working and over all have felt quite content.

Its almost Christmas and I have gone back to visit family for the celebration.  I dislike going home very clostraphobic.   I am used to doing my own things as and when I want, when I’m back home as soon as I mention going somewhere my mother turns it into a family event.

I find it really hard to just unwind and do normal things like sit down with everyone and watch television.  My concentration is poor and I usually sit down and just play on my phone texting people.  Usually I have a male on the scene who I will message.  At the moment I don’t really have any men in the scene.  It feels strange looking at my phone and not being greeted by a text message off a love interest.


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