Year 2017 is going to be the year I enter the path of spiritual healing.
For many years I have been at battle with myself, a life filled with self destructive obsessions. Now is the time to nourish my mind with positivity. I want to learn to live in the moment and strive to be the best person I can possibly be.
Of course like the vast majority of us I do want to a achieve materialistic gains. I want to earn enough money to live in a nice apartment, to wear nice clothes and to look fantastic. However I know that materialist items alone will not bring me long term happiness.
To achieve happiness I need to become kinder and more patient. I need to learn to live in the present moment, I need to conquer my anxiety and depression.
I am going to start meditating which will help soothe my mind and help me let go. I want to start helping others who are less fortunate than myself, I want to help other people lead a better life. I need to make a difference to something meaningful.
Helping others will prevent me from dwelling on things in my own life. I have a tendency to obsess other things which in 6 months time won’t even matter.
So much of my energy goes into dwelling on the past or worrying about the furture. If I focus this energy on creating something positive for other people it will help me become whole. I will have purpose.
I need to stop being so selfish. Why are my needs more important than anyone else’s? Why do I always want the best for myself but not for others? I need to start giving and helping others as though they are a part of me.