I suppose since this is my first entry, it should be an introduction? Well hi, my name is Grace. I’ve never met my biological father, I like anime, I can sing my alphabet backwards, and I tend to make a lot of messed up jokes. Some would say I have a lot of friends, and I guess on the outside that’s what it looks like. But in reality, there are only 2-4 people who I can pour my heart and soul out to without having to be afraid of their reaction. I joined this site because writing about my emotions tends to make me feel better as well as less confused. I don’t know what I want to do or be in the future, but I know what I want to do right now. Right now, I just want to be the best version of me that I can, for my parents as well as my friends. But I don’t think I can do both of those at the same time. As you continue to read what I’m going to call my blog, you’ll figure out why, and why I’m in a constant state of conflict within myself.