Day 306 – Plans for Cuba

Thursday, December 29th 2016

Today was a little bit all over the place. I woke up to do a little bit of tasks around the house, such as clearing out the dishes and cleaning my room before we leave on vacation for the week. That’s something I wanted to talk about. Although I will most likely have an entry tomorrow, it’s possible that as I’m on vacation, I might not post any entries, for several reasons : I’m not sure if I’ll have the time to do so, usually internet isn’t available in the rooms and only in the lobby of the resort (when I’m in the room might be the only possible time for me to write), I’m in the same room as my grandmother at night so she will definitely make remarks of being on my phone during vacation, I’ll feel a little bad for being on my phone during vacation or technology for that matter unless we’re just relaxing in our rooms and I want to be free of worry, whether it’d be school or posting an entry on time for the day. Megg opposed to this when I told him, but it’s something I’m going to have to see when I get there. I doubt I would even be able to post an entry the day I do get there, because it’ll be New Years, so we will most likely be up passed midnight at events, declaring a day without entry. Though if I don’t post any entries, I will make a big entry once I return with each day and remember as much as possible, which from now that I think about it, will show the things that mattered to me the most. I just want to be able to relax without worry of anything.

Back to my day, I spent a portion playing Batman TellTale, the last episode, since I was itching to play some type of single player 3D game. I wanted to get rid of that itch before I was away from my computer for a week. I then ate supper and played ARK : Survival Evolved with staff from the server, because the owners got it for me after my hard work of helping with the server. While waiting for mods to download to join the server they play on, Megg and I talked about New Years. He asked me if I had any plans for 2017, which I said I didn’t nor did I really want to. He asked me if I wanted to live life as is and not strive for anything more (which I misread it as ‘as is or strive for more’) because I said I didn’t want any, and I answered both. I want to strive for something, but I want to live as it gives it to me as well. I am the kind of person to stay away from New Year’s resolutions, since usually I get much further in my goals when it’s not the New Year’s, because during that time I search for a goal that I most likely don’t feel passionate about instead of the goal coming to me which I end up feeling really passionate about. My only two goals are making my portfolio and writing the book before the deadline. Megg said to think about it anyway in the plane on my way to Cuba, even though right now I don’t want to, and I don’t think I’ll be in the best position to, being nauseous and all, but he told me to support him through his plans, which I answered to him that I will and that he doesn’t have to repeat it every time, I will regardless as if he says to support him or not, but then he said “I know, that’s why I said it”, which confused me, but instead of explaining, he just dropped the conversation, which from an outsider perspective it doesn’t seem like much, but to me that’s really weird. It’s not a huge deal, but I don’t really enjoy just dropping conversations or changing the subject without saying that you want to first. I find that a bit rude, to be honest.

Anyway, I watched the remaining of the clone wars animated movie with my dad and later banged on the door to my parent’s bedroom, because a spider almost crawled on my foot and I thought my dad was with my mom. He wasn’t and my mom got my brother then told me not to wake her up like that, and I feel bad, but I did have a spider almost crawl on me, so… Sorry.

Now I’m going to bed, because I have to wake up earlier than I usually do to wrap things up before we leave.

That’s all for today.

2 thoughts on “Day 306 – Plans for Cuba”

  1. Obs, have a wonderful trip and enjoy it all you can. We will miss you, so post if you get a chance now and then. God go with you and protect you, and guide your steps. It will be wonderful for you. There will be stress too, because all change involves some stress; but you are very strong and you will sail right through the rough spots. Love to you!

  2. Sorry, that was rude of me. You sent a heartfelt message that I should have responded more positively towards. But I wanted to drop the subject because I found out I didn’t make any sense and my messages contradicted each other 😛

    Trying to explain it might have just gotten us stuck in a loop.

    Have fun on your trip!

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