It is 7 o’ clock at night at the moment. I’m sitting in my living room and my sister is watching YouTube videos. If I had told myself a month ago that I’d be sitting in my living room all dressed up with nowhere to go on New Year’s Eve, well, I wouldn’t have been that surprised. I have been feeling apathetical lately, after all. I was supposed to go to a club or something with my friend but she’s at a hospital right now. This year sucked.