3 years ago I wanted to end my life. Before anyone criticizes me just know my childhood was shitty from being molested at age 5 then being abused and neglected til i was 17. Then stupid me tried getting into relationships which only lead to me being raped,getting pregnant then miscarried, and abused. Then i meet this guy who seemed nice and was there for me until i found he made out with my best friend before we got together and he hungout with multiple women alot being his exs who he said hurt him. Which this has now made my trust even smaller and my insecurities bigger. I sit here crying asking myself why didnt i just go through with it. I have nothing going for me im just a waste of space..i just i dont know really need someone……please..