I often reflect upon how much my life is altered now as a result of my decision to engage in personal experimentation with EVP. Once I made those first few EVP captures, I was hooked right away. I was filled with curiosity and wonder and I wanted to know more about this phenomenon. It is often stated that intent is all that matters when trying to communicate with spirits. I personally think this is very much an over simplification of the matter. There are many unfortunate things that we do not intend to happen and yet they do. You can venture forth into this activity with only the purest of intentions and still be exposed to great dangers. You can take a walk down a street on your way to go do some form of charitable work and be robbed by criminals. Your intentions were pure, and yet you were robbed regardless.
Opening channels of communication to the other side is not without its dangers and one of these dangers is that if you should unknowingly come into contact with hostile spirits or spirits simply with an axe to grind, there is a risk that they can cause you to be stricken with a condition of hearing voices at a psychosis level. Often they can also physically attack or abuse you or cause you to see disturbing visions. These malevolent spirits when they attack with voices, they most often attack ceaselessly without let up for very long periods of time. This is something that one needs to take into consideration when contemplating venturing down this path. If you come into contact and engage in prolonged communication (even unknowingly) with a hostile element, they could possibly strike you with a condition of hearing non-stop tormenting voices 24/7. I repeat, non-stop 24/7. This is one of the things that they can sometimes do to people. I live with the condition myself and I’ve seen many other cases of it.
I have seen cases of negative earthbound spirits striking people with a condition of hearing non-stop intrusive voices from not only doing EVP, but also from using a Ouija Board, doing Automatic Writing, using a Pendulum, using Spirit Boxes and meditations with intentions of opening up psychic perceptions. The condition of hearing these malevolent voices began for me in the winter of 2015. I first started doing EVP recordings in early January, I made my first successful EVP captures by mid-January, and by late February, I had begun to hear malevolent voices (which happened to be some of the same ones that I had been hearing on my EVP recordings for the previous few weeks) outside of my recordings with just my ears. All through March, the number of instances of hearing them seemed to increase on a daily basis. This is when the physical disturbances began for me as well. Suddenly, one morning in early April, the situation reached a breaking point. It was as if I had crossed over into paranormal psychosis. The voices now exploded to an extreme level. I was hearing them and was being tormented by them on a constant basis, around the clock, 24/7.
It was as if my sense of hearing had been altered. Common everyday sounds seemed to be emitting these voices. Sources of background sounds seemed to strangely mutate and become distorted and from them would come these menacing voices. Fans, air conditioners, car engines, passing cars, wind, rain, etc…etc…the noises and sounds of all of these things were distorted into voices that would mock and torment me, hour after hour, day after day for several months until the intensity of these voices seemed to weaken considerably as I was able to gain better control of my mind and my emotions in regards to facing the situation.
Who is oppressing me? Why did they target me? How are they doing this to me? Why am I hearing them still? These are all questions that I wish I had complete and absolute answers for but I am afraid that I do not. How do I get rid of them permanently? There are countless answers, there are no answers. I tried this….I must not have done this right….there must be something wrong with my spirituality….you need to seek such and such, no go see such and such. It’s all so confusing, countless questions and also countless answers. Perhaps there are experts…perhaps there are no experts. This stuff can be like staring at the Sun. Perhaps we are never meant to know.
I find myself in a situation, a situation that can be like quicksand in that I often find myself sinking further and further down into an abyss of confusion. Is it all in my mind? That’s what many would say. Then how did these voices end up on my recordings? Others heard them to, not just me. I know what I’ve seen, heard and lived through. There is no way that this is all coming from my mind. But who would believe me? But I know that I’m not the only one that this has happened to. I’ve found other cases of this happening to people after experimenting with EVP. I’ve found many cases involving EVP and other forms of spirit communication as well. A certain percentage of people that take up these things seem to be getting hit from the beginning it seems by voices and often physical attacks. Why does this happen to some and not to others? Are we more vulnerable to whoever these spirits are? Another day goes by without answers. But the voices remain and the murky confusion that surrounds this whole situation that I find myself in remains as well.
One thing in particular that these negative earthbound spirits that harass me like to do is criticize and be judgmental to a severe degree. Most of what I hear them say to me is some form of criticism of myself personally, the things I do and have done and who I basically am as a person…baggage and all. I have little doubt that at least to some degree, they use this as another scare tactic. I’m sure that many would find it quite unnerving to find themselves being judged by overbearing and unknown other worldly forces. They set themselves up as your jury, judge and punisher. They like to convey to me that they are punishing me for my transgressions. Punishment seems to be something that they try and fill your head with. But if I buy into this, wouldn’t it perhaps feed their own sense of power over me. Quite often, in one way or another, they try and convince me that they are acting with the permission of higher authorities to punish me for various transgressions that they deem me to be guilty of. One thing that they seem very intent on punishing me for has been simply knowing about their existence. Since the beginning, I have often heard from them
“you’re not supposed to know about it”
Or “humans are not supposed to know about it.”
I fully concede that trying to venture into the unknown, to peak behind the veil is no small matter. For some (like myself) it may not turn out well. Yet they seem to take this to points beyond all of that. They find clever ways to instill negative emotions and one of the negative emotions that they seem to desire to instill most often is that of guilt and shame. Yet I suspect that most of this ranting about my character flaws and transgressions is simply more of their psychological games. For example, there have been periods since this has all begun for me when I’ve regrettably taken to drinking beer on a nightly basis. There have been times when I was experiencing much stress and anxiety, whether job related or for some other reason, when in combination with the intrusive and negative voices, I simply sought to find means of temporary escape…to numb my thoughts with beer. To no great surprise, the voices would act as if they were condemning me for this behavior, but when I tried to shake off this drinking routine, they did not change the manner of their judgement and criticisms in the slightest. In essence, I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t.
It seemed obvious to me, and I was certain that I would still be guilty of something that would incite their harsh condemnations no matter what I did. It became obvious to me that all of their judgmental criticisms of me were quite hollow. They were and are still just one more aspect, one more means of torment on their pallet of psychological games.
“you’ve started the Apocalypse!”
I know these two things for certain. Don’t stare at the Sun and don’t believe malevolent spirits. This quote above is one I’ve been hearing from them for the past couple of days from these malevolent spirits that have been harassing me for the past year and a half. At every turn they are bombarding me with psychological mind games. These tormenting malevolent spirits do not only harass you with voices, they want their voices to stick, to sink into your mind and spread the infection of dwelling upon the contents of them. They are very crafty and devious. They will concoct elaborate and frightening storylines to fill you with worry and fear to sow confusion and to attempt to force you into a state of mind that leaves you wide open to their manipulations. I have seen that in pretty much every case of this voices based spirit oppression that I’ve found. And that is always important for someone going through this situation to remember. They do this to everyone. Never believe that you have been singled out, you alone for this extreme level of abuse. Their main weapons and means of attack are psychological mind games and once you recognize this and anticipate this, you can deflate their assaults and render their mind game attacks futile and useless.
They will claim to be telling you things of the utmost importance yet these important things will always change. Or perhaps they will tell you one thing is true over and over but then they will tell you something that is the complete opposite. Recognize it right away for what it is…psychological mind games. Render them useless by exposing their lies for what they truly are…just lies.